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♥ Sunday, March 4, 2012 @ 1:45 AM
` 我要把你戒掉。。。  ♥ Tuesday, February 28, 2012 @ 10:38 PM
` Somehow or rather, it feels like u r dead. It feels like d old u had died. Bcuz d way u act in front of me, n d way u interact with me, is not the person I know already. And somehow, when I watch show that involved a v dearly person who died, I cried too... ♥ Tuesday, February 21, 2012 @ 10:34 PM
` I am able to chat with you in whatsapp today. I'm v happy. Really happy. Thanks to my urge to text you after not being able to defeat the monster in mhp3. I miss you.. I really want to start afresh with you.. ♥ @ 12:40 PM
` I feel like meeting you... Feel like clearing the air between us. Feel like asking you to give me a chance... ♥ @ 1:44 AM
` I actually do not want to reply to your email anymore. Cuz I thought I should leave you and let you lead your life. I don't want to disrupt your life. But I still reply to you. Ven actually asked me to text you. He told me, I should be the one to text you when I want to, and not wait for you to be the one to text me when you want to. I asked myself, why am I always waiting for you to start the first move? Maybe I should text you sometimes you know? I'm only afraid. Don't know what to say to you. Will you reject me if I text you? ♥ Monday, February 20, 2012 @ 12:30 PM
` You say... If you step into my life again, I will not be Xin fu. How do you know if I'm Xin fu if u disappear from my life? I regretted much. I should have allowed you into my life a year ago. Bcuz my heart have already made the decision. But I don't have the courage to allow you in. Now, you can't and shouldn't even step into my life anymore. Bcuz you have started a new life. Remember the time when we quarreled, and I couldn't get you on the phone the next day. I took urgent leave and cried my way to your house and office. Hugging you.... I thought I have lost you. Because I remember you told me, if you have decided on moving on, you will not look back. You will delete off all my contacts, Delete me from Facebook, Delete me from msn... Suddenly remembering this, I understood that you have made your choice. But I still secretly hoped that you will look back at me. Because you still kept in contact with me even though your replies are short and you didn't seem to care anymore. The right state of my mind telling myself that I should be moving on... But the other side of it, missing you so dearly.... Hoping that we could still be together... The struggle. Between my thoughts.. Do you know I am struggling..? ♥ @ 10:15 AM
` I dream of u every night... Am I missing u too much? Most importantly, I'm missing u at a too late timing.. I should hv done so a year ago.... ♥ Sunday, February 19, 2012 @ 5:15 PM
`                Seriously, I have not put you down. I know that you had done all these on purpose. To break my heart, just like how i broke yours. Asking me out always, but not committing. Last minute backing off. Sounds like me in the past right? I know you did it on purpose. You want me to be a fool. Look at myself. What a fool I am. I know its time.... To let go. These actions clearly says that you do not need me anymore. That you do not want me in your life anymore. Blame it on the hurt I have caused you. I do not long to email you, to message you, waiting for your messages, waiting for your email, hoping that you will come back to me one day, hoping that we could start all over again, hoping that we could meet up soon, missing you.... Because I know, what you have done. You want me to move on. I know you delay replying me. Short replies. Not paying attention to my replies and changing topics. It hurt me seeing you seems not caring much in your replies when I actually took the effort to reply all your entries. Its ok. It is time... For me to let you go. I will never feel so much for another man again. Because you lived deep in my heart. And because I have no other choice. You moved on. I have to wish you happiness. Even though I am aching inside. Even though a small part of me is telling me, and hoping that we could have a little more chance. I thought I have thought it through.. But I still tear.. But my heart still ache... Writing this entry. Because I have no choice left. Because you are clear in your stand that you want me out of your life. I wish you well... In all areas.. I still miss (love) you.... ♥ Friday, February 17, 2012 @ 12:44 PM
` Have you... Forgotten about me...? ♥ Thursday, February 16, 2012 @ 9:36 PM
` Can u teach me wad shld I do when I miss u...? ♥ @ 7:18 PM
` Why..? Why u left me hanging again..? I can actually see that u are not v busy.. But u choose not to reply me even when u asked me out for movie. I have been waiting for your reply since.. But no reply or indications from you. I miss you... Very much... Do u know..? ♥ @ 1:36 AM
` I cried again. Viewing the photos both of you took. At this point, I know I have not moved on at all. You have given your whole heart to her, and I have no longer mean anything to you anymore. ♥ Wednesday, February 15, 2012 @ 11:05 PM
` Why! Why am I still expecting a reply from you even when I know you will not and I should stop expecting. It gives me so many disappointment... I can't study well. Thinking about you most of the time. Help... ♥ @ 4:07 PM
` Bf actually asked me to go for u. Since I know you were my happiness and my everything. And I know I still miss you. But it's too late now. What for? Since you have already moved on? Why create another unhappiness? Why cause unhappiness to you and ur girl now when both of you are doing fine? And when I no longer have a stand in your heart. ♥ @ 12:19 AM
` See. I knew it. You went out with her. On valentine day. As expected what. Haha. I saw from your facebook. She made you a photo frame eh? Yup. That can replace my photo frame that I have given you. Haha. Congrats to you. ♥ Tuesday, February 14, 2012 @ 3:09 PM
` Why do you always reply me only when I start hating u much?! I feel so unimportant when I wan to put u in my first place. N when I start hating u, u will always magically reply to my email or you will text me. And my heart goes soft once you contact me again. Is that what we are destined to have? Hate? I hate myself even more. ♥ Monday, February 13, 2012 @ 11:24 AM
` I hate u much. ♥ Thursday, February 9, 2012 @ 12:16 PM
` I'm trying hard. Serious. Keeping myself busy to forget about you. I'm seriously trying hard... Do anyone sell any pills or what so that I can forget things I want to forget easily? ♥ Tuesday, February 7, 2012 @ 7:24 PM
` I think. I have lost u for sure.... ♥ Monday, February 6, 2012 @ 11:04 PM
` 那时你说的 我们天作之合 然后怎么了 被时间捉弄了 面带微笑的 乘不同的列车 假装过头了 心里满满的苦涩 现在你的另一半呢 是否会更深刻 现在的我却是孤单着 一个人 当我唱起这首歌 我又想起你了 还记得那年 我们都很快乐 当我唱起这首歌 眼泪不听话了 才发现你是 最无法代替的 亲爱的你是 最无法代替的 |
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